its getting dimmer....

i'm getting tired actually. i've been trying so hard as I couldn't breathe and now all I've obtained is despair. what matter now is scholarship. will i get my scholarship to study abroad as what my fellow cousins achieved. I want to follow you guys. I want to follow the footstep of my cousins, uncle and aunt. furthering their study oversea, besides able to gain knowledge. I might able to learn other new stuffs. mixing around with new people. got to know other cultures and of course to continue my struggle there.

Ya Allah. help me to achieve my dream and so is other's dream. Amin.